Coming off a top three Sunday Scaries of all time last night. Just absolutely brutal. I look and feel like absolute garbage. I’m physically and mentally at a complete low point. Things are… well guys, things are bad.
But this… this helped. I don’t know why, but it helped. Maybe it was the beauty of the physical landscape of Rio. Or maybe it was the overwhelming feeling of insignificance in the word. But for the first time in 36ish hours, I think I’m finally starting to climb out of the hole. Which, now that I just wrote that out, that’s pretty pathetic that it took this long– Ahhh fuck now the scaries are back. SHIT.